It's okay, sorry. It's sad there is no 12 step program or hardly any support regarding shoplifting addictions.

I was arrested a year ago, and just arrested for a second time. I came home and did something stupid. In my defence I just wanted to get drunk, but did something else instead, felt pretty good and was talking to a friend about how great a feeling it was. Hung up with her and decided that wasn't enough to numb my dumbass actions, so I did more. By this time my friend already called 911 and my husband who works out of town. I wasn't trying to kill myself. Just the bad parts.

So so stupid.