Its been a couple of days now since the brake up.....

I have decided to cut all communictions, so I can adjust to the situation.......(easier said then done) I keep checking my phone to see if he had rung or left messages. Just part of the process I guess.

He did ring the other morning....after being out with his new mate for "pool and beers".... I just asked him "Why are your ringing?' He said If your going to be like that and hung up.

That evening I got a text telling me how much he care for me and the children...? Yeh....whatever....

I deleted text.....continued no contact from me.

This weekend is going to be extremely hard, I have a four day weekend the kids are away and I had plan spending the time with him as it is his birthday.....two months ago I was orgainsing a surprize party for him....but I have had to contact everyone to say the party is off...because other arrangment have been made..........Oh the pride and ego hurts.

Funny thing is most of the people were his new friends and he is probably going to have a party with them anyway.....!!!!

Oh well must keep myself busy this weekend and no contact.

Here's to a good weekend.

Cheers

SpringStar