Ok so I haven't been drunk for about a month now, and to tell you all the truth it's great, I haven't stopped drinking all together just not getting drunk, any way since I haven't been drinking any more my friends tell me I have changed, that I am not the same any more, all because I dont want to get pissed any more so I am the wrong one, they come to my house and get pissed I just there and play playstation or computer. Has any body else found that when you try to sober yourself up all your drinking buddies turn their backs on you, I mean I'm all for going out and having fun, but do you really have to get pissed? Look I might have a relapse and get drunk but at least I am trying. Why must my friends be this way, I mean I am doing this for me and how do they respond buy making me feel bad just because I don't like getting drunk anymore, I mean take tonight for instance, my one friend brought a bottle of spiced gold to my house by the third glass I had enough, and didn't want to drink any more. What kind of friends like to see another friend relapse and get drunk?
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