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Think I'd actually kill him just to be free!
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Don't think I didn't seriously consider it! L0L...Actually, when things got the worst when I was about to finish nursing school and I had just found concrete evidence that he was cheating with the neighbor (!!!), he was lying on the floor napping and I looked at him with serious murder in my heart and thought that I could just beat his head in with some blunt object...I decided that I better get out asap before I went to jail for life. He was definitely not worth that. So I left him, even though I was still in school full time with no money.
I think he may have made me a man hater! Whenever I see him I just cringe or feel nauseous. And I cannot tolerate most men. When I hear about abusive men I cannot stand it!!!
Definitely staying with him so long changed me, not especially for the best but I had been so ridiculously naive about the world. Nursing school will definitely open your eyes!