I know its not the same, but we are all here for you. We are patient, and good listeners. But most of all we care, and want you to not feel so alone. There are many of us here who can relate ... so if anything, take solace in that we understand.
Do you have anyone that can fill that void for you IRL? I know its hard to truly find much comfort over the computer as sometimes we need that physical touch in order to make us feel better.
Keep posting. Tell us how you are feeling. It might help to ease the pain a little bit.
Gentle hugs,
Jacq