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Originally Posted by Velouria
Thank you so much. That means a lot to me. 
I'm afraid of whatever is going on with me. Sometimes it's great, but when it's scary, it's really scary. I don't even know how to describe the actual feeling of how I feel right now. But I'm afraid one day I'll lose all control and just snap. And I don't know what I'll do if that happens. |
Yes, I understand this fear.
The fear of knowing what is causing this and what these symptoms are.
I get this too.
It's not nice being scared of ourselves - or worrying about where / what is causing these symptoms.
Yes, being afraid of losing all control and snapping, I guess is the root of this fear.
Realistically, if this happened, you'd have to be in an extreme mood state, I woud think.
Well, I say this from personal experience only please.
The only time I snapped and went all out at work (well I'd assume you woud not want to snap in public or have others see you snapping)
was when I was extremely unwell but I was foolish enough to not take medical leave or a leave of absence.
I guess if you're working closely enough with your pdoc, you will be assisted in this regard.