(((vjdragonfly)))

Keep working with your mental health team.

I am sorry to hear things are so turbelent for you right now.

Sometimes it is hard to get over the concept of putting own own mental health needs first and continuing on with the day to day activities of life.

This can be a struggle.

I understand you when you say you do not wish to be hospitalised.

You have kids etc.

This would be used as a last resort when your own safety is at risk.

Please trust your pdoc in the judment on this one.

I reckon they will do the best they know how to in the interum to avoid this.

Your daughter is challenging your emotional stability and I am sorry that you two had an argument that upset you.

Remember too that you are vulenerable enough already and any disruption in inter personal relationships will be difficult - they are difficult enough already without everything else that is going on for you. I wonder if there are strategies that you can put in place that will afford you a little bit of distance? Or emotional distance at very least with regards to being upset by your daughters comments? Just whilst you are trying to deal with everything else.

Hang in there and keep posting here.

Thank you for keeping us up to date.