I know the answer - in twists, in turns, the child hits the floor. And then there is the god damn quiet - the dreaded scar. I cannot be alone - go deaf please go deaf. Through the walls I hear voices, they don't know me. The television makes a stranger my friend - there is a pleasant numbness here. How desperate has it been - I can't pretend because the actor died long ago. When did I lose you - I don't know who I'm talking to. I bring a random face back - it is all I have. Quick go somewhere - the mind races and the skin crawls. The night is always the worst - I'd settle for a beautiful lie. You lose your balance again - nobody is there. I open one eye - headlights through the curtains, somebody else leaves. Outside the window someone knows you - this isn't my dream. And what about love - it's something I saw in the movies once. The chair is comfortable, I'm not any closer. I feel someone breathe - jesus I can't do this anymore.