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Originally Posted by ForeverLonelyGirl
Don't think I didn't seriously consider it! L0L...Actually, when things got the worst when I was about to finish nursing school and I had just found concrete evidence that he was cheating with the neighbor (!!!), he was lying on the floor napping and I looked at him with serious murder in my heart and thought that I could just beat his head in with some blunt object...I decided that I better get out asap before I went to jail for life. He was definitely not worth that. So I left him, even though I was still in school full time with no money.
I think he may have made me a man hater! Whenever I see him I just cringe or feel nauseous. And I cannot tolerate most men. When I hear about abusive men I cannot stand it!!!
Definitely staying with him so long changed me, not especially for the best but I had been so ridiculously naive about the world. Nursing school will definitely open your eyes! 
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Cheating with the neighbor?!! Good God you have some serious willpower! I'm sure you could have kicked him in the balls and gotten away with it. haha
Uh-oh, that's not good. It is difficult not hate all men after being hurt like that. Just have to keep hope alive that there are good ones out there, although they may not be among the living anymore. SIGH
I'm beginning to think that it's not about being naive, it's about not losing hope. It's about believing that there has to be someone decent out there. Unfortunately we're picking the wrong men to believe in.