When it comes to MH issues I am VERY cautious to whom I disclose. The number of people I have told that I had issues (still have but lesser degree) and saw a therapist I can count on one hand. I didn't even tell my parents at the time, even now they don't know the full story. I trusted and told my OH but he couldn't handle it, he didn't understand, sad to say he did negatively judge me - although he kept my confidence. It was a hard time for our marriage.

Therapy was a safe outlet for me, T didn't judge, thank God for Ts. PC is good too, with the anonymity and site rules.

I'm sorry to read your bf betrayed your trust, that is an important boundary issue in any relationship IMO, and something he should respect.