i am SO sick of being worried all the time
im so sick of being depressed all the time
im so sick of not knowing %#@&#!
im so sick of dialing numbers over and over just to reach the recording every time
im so sick of being single
im so sick of people telling me im pretty
im so sick of people telling me "YES, we're right!!!" [not in general, this is a specific thing]
im so sick of this drama %#@&#!
im so sick of my life revolving around the stupidity of a guy "called" jessica
im so sick of not being able to say anything
im so sick of not being able to do anything
im so sick of being ignored
im so sick of not knowing whether i should expect today to be a good day, or a ****** one filled with drama and anxiety
im so sick of school
im so sick of my inability to just SAY what the %#@&#! im thinking
im so sick of obligations
im so sick of guilt
im so sick of people using me
im so sick of myself
im so sick of life.
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--Edna St. Vincent Millay

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