I walk in shoes of somebody who almost ended up medicated as child. I believe that if I had meds on my hand in my High school days, I would not be here. I would really poison myself on international train as I was plotting at one point... the only reason I didn't do so (and then many times after that) was I didn't have anything that would end me on hand. Or maybe I would be here, but it wouldn't be me. I doubt I would do many of the great things I did.

Be offended all you want, I don't care. Since said "last resort" it didn't mean "never". Not caring what some random people think is part of my treatment plan, eh.