well you just said how i'm feeling most of the time. i too am completely sick of other people's %#@&#! and how it always has to affect my life. i'm %#@&#! 32 and single, never had a proper relationship and i can't find a decent man that i actually find interesting and the one i have now is so screwed up that he's going to push me away. i've never dated anyone longer than two months. why can't i find an interesting man who wants me. i am really beginning to hate men. oops, sorry, your rant triggered my rant, lol. but here i go again....
everyperson i meet who i expect to be a great friend ends up being a flake and a coward.
my life has to constantly revolve around everyone else and i let this happen willingly because i want friends and then i'm accused of being selfish. in what way exactly!? they can never say.
i'm sick of being weak.
i'm sick of needing something that is so obviously unattainable.
i'm sick of my life being an empty piece of %#@&#! and i'm sick of having nothing to live for and no one to share it with.
and i'm just sick of it all....and then some.