I can relate; when I first got out of the hospital, my family was super nice (nothing like them) and then like a light switch; total darkness. It went straight to them telling everyone “oh she’s bipolar; we don’t know what we are going to do with her.” That hurts, and is very lonely. I have gotten to the point, where I spend 98 % of my time alone, usually in my bedroom; only going out to my Dr Appointments.