thank you everyone....that was more of a step of vunerablitiy then you may realize...its more of my insecurities of abandonment and rejection that leds me to feel left out because...to be honest...i force myself to leave myself out...i detach...but this was a pretty big step....thank you all for making me feel so welcome...and i promise i am all here for you if you need my support...throw a pm my way....or i will check the forum and support you if you would like me to....just as long as all of you are happy and ok with me being here...then im as happy as a little clam
thank you, love, inny