I know exactly what your feeling. Sometimes I wish I had never been diagnosed, because now I know I have something that doesn't have a cure (yet). Before I could just think everything would be better if my circumstances were different, or people would just leave me alone. But now I know there's that monster in the woods and it just depends on how close to the woods I am. When I'm in the woods with the monster...it's bad...and I feel like no one can understand except those who have also been in the woods with the monster.

Yeah, I know...too much.