Hello TheFuZZieONE, I just want to welcome you to Psych Central and to the DD forum. It's a very supportive forum. I'm sorry you have been through so much and for your T to ditch you like that! I hope you can find a good trauma therapist soon, in the meantime feel free to share with us.
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