i am proud of you for going into the hospital even with all the worries you have. this reply is a little late as i think you've already been admitted. i can relate 100% to what you are saying. my thing is, i never had anything to hide, i just did not enjoy being interrogated and followed and harassed by everyone. the thing i hated the most was when i'd tell "them" everything - i was still "lying". question to "them" - THEN WHY THE HELL DO YOU KEEP ASKING ME THINGS? LEAVE ME ALONE. hah.