I reached my goal to lose the 10 pounds I gained--in just 48 hours. My weight is still good. Slightly on the low side, maybe, but okay. I've never had doctor complaints at this weight but once. I'm only about 10 pounds under what the charts say I should be. Actually, I'm about 11 pounds under, since my last weight this morning was 119. I'm kind of scared about my next T appointment. I don't know if I want to stop losing weight here. I feel like I should allow myself to lose just a few more pounds, maybe 5 more. But would I stop there? I don't want to be so thin as I was before that my bones actually poked me inside causing so much pain, and all the stares and comments, and anxiety I had. I don't want to have a heart attack or other major health issues. I already have arthritis, isn't that enough? I love my bad habits. But they do scare me.