Thank you guys ever so much! Amazing advice. It feels great to know a few like you guys that it is ok im really hanging on by a thread I do think at this point its time to tell someone I dont want to but I know leavin this world id probably regret it lool as things do change... every minute im hangin in there yoga is awesome I acually just signed up for a course yay!
I wonder if this is a spiritual awakening? I heard once that hits you go through similar experiences. .. hmmm