ehe i was frustrated when i wrote it and here on this site it was he best place to express it and not to look stupid..

yes when i see the schoold building i actually feel like throwing somehting there.

"You're looking at the whole picture and it's dragging you down. You've become overwhelmed with everything that needs to be done. Your frustration is driving (not sure that's the right word) you into non-action. It's a vicious cycle playing over and over in your brain."

i am familiar with this situaiton, thanks God it`s not mine anymore.

do you think guys that thins really end the same they start??
i mean-i started the year like that and now i see i end it the same.
fighting the desire to go into the internet (not always successfully, as you see ) and running like crazy to do the works because i didn`t start doing them on time.

what i understad better after this year, is that my problem was more that what you called "getting overwhelmed" more than anything else... so i have been working on it being more simple and stuff....i just now sometimes hate all that...
and if i can`t say it to the teachers. i tell it to you guys......

but do you believe that the wat you started somehting, the same way you will end?