Thanks for the support! I have been floating in and out of depression for the last few weeks. Its been hard, but im gunna pull through. Thanks for letting me vent. I hate that it was so negative.... but its a better day today. I do feel myself regressing. Im starting to fight urgest to binge and purge less.. and i keep reasoning that its helping me. Helping me keep everything together so i can get my work done.. Right now i feel like i have it all in control. I think thats a horrible dangerous place. In my mind i know i have myself tricked but it works so well! Goodness. This is the second time i only intended to write a little but have written too much.. Well. Im gunna run. Thanks for the support