Thanks everybody for your support. Today was a little better. One of the nurses put up a sign warning everybody to stop the bad attitudes and the abuse of the nursing staff. Everybody left me alone. There was no harassment. One of my mentally handicapped patients gave me a big hug. The head doctor will be in tomorrow and I will have to work with him all day. I dread it. I am on his bad list right now and he is the one giving me the most grief of lately. I will have to do procedures with him. No one else will come forward to help because nobody else wants to do procedures with him. I just pray he leaves me alone tomorrow. If people will just leave me alone everything would be okay.

This job has all but destroyed my self-esteem. Deep down I know I am intelligent, competent at a variety of things and capable. At work these people treat me like I am the most horrible, ignorant, terrible person ever created. This on top of an increasingly growing workload is what I deal with every day.