Do I need to point out that "I am a heterosexual" isn't a feeling?

Sorry I haven't kept up with your story. But if your T is still helpful to you, who cares if you have sexual feelings for her? Or love her? Who are these tutors of yours, the love police?! Maybe I'm in a bad mood today but I just feel like punching them in the face, I mean, telling them how wrong and full of themselves they are.