My voices would say all sorts of things some times calling me bisexual and other times they would say I am gay or they want me to be gay. I was so used to hearing my voices say these things I just kind of went with it and said I might be bi even though I have no really interest in same sex. The other thing is meds and my own physical state have made me feel I have a really low sex drive at times which doesn't help. I remember freaking out one day and telling my brother I am not gay and started to attack him because I felt like everyone including him was basically trying to make me gay or calling me it. Also I am 26 years old and have never been in a relationship. Another thing is my voices would always be basically making commentary or egging me on when I would masterbate which bothered me. Most of the time my voice was a male, but I did have a few female voices. One of the voices said they were my girlfriend and worked for the government. If the showed themselves they said I would be poor. Well they never showed themselves and nothing is different in my life except I am a recovering schizophrenic that wants 2-3 years back. I did experience one day during this time period were I actually felt gay and obviously I thought something was wrong with me.
Last edited by defaultxxx; Mar 11, 2015 at 09:21 PM.
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