A lot has been happening in my life. I am on Lithum, wellbutrum, atavain and celexa. I own a business that I opened before I was diagnosed with bipolar and anxiety. That was a huge mistake. I was in a major high and thought it was a great idea. I felt that it was a great idea to invest all my savings, take out loans and buy stuff. Now it is something that I have regretted for the last 7 months. I got my family into major debt over this business. We had a wonderful life before all this. I would never have taken such a risky move as I did. I am about to loose my full time job that actually pays the bills. I have seen my dr's so many times and missed so much work and they are tired of it. I have been written up for not coming to work because I am so depressed. I don't know what to do. I just feel like giving up some days.