(((Elektra))) You hold on for you!!! For the side of you that is not depressed and hopeless. It wants you to hold on. There are people here who care for you. Hold on for them. We need you. We are all are trying to hold on. There is something beyond this, but we have to finish this race called life. I believe we have been given these burdens because we are the strong ones in this world. An average person wouldn't last a day in our minds.
Focus on one positive thing in your life right now at this moment in time.
You have the ability to communicate you feelings. That's a positive!!! Relish it.
You are strong!!! You wouldn't be here fighting for yourself if you weren't. Look for the little things like this and build on them. Don't let sorrow be the master of your life. Refuse to let it win!!!