rollymoody -

Be easy on yourself.

Easier said than done, I know.

But you have been through a lot.

You need to focus on you still.

You are still healing.

Other's perceived actions - please don't worry about it too much.

You do not have a "disease".

You have an MI.

And you choose to work actively with your medical practioners on this.

This is good.

And a positive step forward.

Keep moving in the right direction.

Hang in there.