I feel like **** rn.
Possible trigger:
I self harmed again and I feel guilty for doing it but I also feel guilty for wanting to do it again, you know?
I just want to sleep forever and forget about today.
I want to die.
I wish I was never born.
I just took my Geodon, Remeron, and Klonopin so hopefully that combo knocks me out for the night.
Peace out guys, talk to you in the morning.
Or until I wake up screaming from a nightmare haha. 
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~Dx: Bipolar 1 with Psychotic features, Dysthymia, OCD with tics including dermotillomania, Complex PTSD, Anxiety, Dysgraphia, Medication Induced ADHD
~Self-Dx: BPD, ASD with tics, Depersonalization-derealization disorder
~Rx: Wellbutrin 150mg, Gabapentin 2700mg, VIstaril 50mg, Prazosin 2mg, Klonopin 3mg, Trazodone 100mg, Thorazine 50mg
Last edited by ladisputelover; Mar 12, 2015 at 02:46 AM.
Reason: Forgot trigger warning
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