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Originally Posted by Hooligan
Yes, I understand this fear.
The fear of knowing what is causing this and what these symptoms are.
I get this too.
It's not nice being scared of ourselves - or worrying about where / what is causing these symptoms.
Yes, being afraid of losing all control and snapping, I guess is the root of this fear.
Realistically, if this happened, you'd have to be in an extreme mood state, I woud think.
Well, I say this from personal experience only please.
The only time I snapped and went all out at work (well I'd assume you woud not want to snap in public or have others see you snapping)
was when I was extremely unwell but I was foolish enough to not take medical leave or a leave of absence.
I guess if you're working closely enough with your pdoc, you will be assisted in this regard.
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(((Hooligan))) Thank you.
I don't think I necessarily need a medical leave of absence...but then again the thought keeps creeping into my head, "What if I snap at work? What if I get fired? What if I have to go to the hospital?" I know what would most likely put me into the hospital.
I'm trying to bring my pdoc up to speed. There has been so, so much I haven't told him. I have started coming clean with him.