I don't even know what to say, or where to begin. I'm so effing nervous. And I'm so, so mad that I have to go back into therapy.
But I just stopped back in September. No good-byes, no explanation. I just stopped. I felt fine, and capable, and just plain done with therapy.
I'm kinda overwhelmed now.
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"Every person, on the foundation of his or her own sufferings and joys, builds for all." ~Albert Camus
Cymbalta, 60mg -- for the depression.
Latuda, 40mg -- for the paranoia (delusional type).
Adderall, 40mg XR & 5 mg reg -- for the ADD.
Xanax, .5 mg as needed -- for the anxiety.
Topamax, 50mg -- still figuring this one out.
MDD, but possibly have some form of Bipolar Disorder. Then again, I could be paranoid . . .
Well, at least I still have my sense of humor.
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