Hi, I am brand-new to this site. Your story (Penny read )sounds exactly like me except I don't throw up. Everything else sounds exactly like me. I'm hoping to find motivation here. Like you my weight doesn't bother me. Actually wish I could get more motivated to change my eating habits and lose weight because I work in the health profession and I know that I need to mentally but I just don't care and I don't want to give up the comforts of these foods and one hand, on the other hand I do I'm looking for motivation by reading and post it here.