I had a miscarriage at 14 weeks. I am so sad. I feel like a failure... Why does it seem that when things are going so right, something has to come along and kick it all out from underneath me? I was doing as I was supposed to, and it still didn't work out. I feel comfort in the fact that I now have an angel looking down on me, though I wanted this baby so bad........
Here we go with the ups and downs and medication again. I am sick of pills...... It shouldn't have been this way.
I don't know if I will ever heal.
I love you, and I will never forget..