I too am having a weird start to the day. I woke up not wanting to crawl out of bed. But I had to, I had a job interview. I'm not sure how it went or if I really want it. I want something that puts my experience to use. I guess I should feel happy that I even got a call to begin with, but the sadness of losing my boyfriend and still not having a stable home life rips me apart. Now after my interview, I'm back in bed. I guess at least I'm not crying yet.