Also, this morning's T session: after my previous session, on Tuesday, I was an unhappy mammoth, because T said things that made me disappointed and rather sad. And I managed to tell him that today, and as usual he was unruffled and accepting of my feelings, and also seemed genuinely to want to know why I felt like that. So we talked about it. And somehow it slipped out that I like him rather a lot. Which I had not planned on saying. His reaction to that was, again, unfazed - and he didn't even seem to be disgusted. And we talked briefly about that, too. And then I mentioned that I expected to feel like a monumental fool after leaving my session, which made him surprised, and so we talked for a bit about foolishness and what that means for me. My session ran over with a couple of minutes, which is unusual, but I am grateful that he allowed that. As I said on the previous couch, it was very intense, and it feels like we covered a lot of ground.