I am so depressed right now... There is no reason for it, but I still am. I have no idea what to do about my episodes of explosive rage either. So apparently people 16 and up can set up a doctors appointment and attend it on their own. The reason why that matters to me is because my parents have said in the past that they can't take me to the docs because they can't afford it.

Well I can. I told my parents such and what did they do? They took my phone and car keys away! They said, "Your problem is that you need to control it, not go to the doctor. It's all in your head. I don't remember what happened after I ran to my room and locked my door. But I did wake up to a very dirty room this morning. I think I had a rave attack then a seizure. Or seizures cause by Conversion disorder.

I really need help... But I think it probably just is all in my head...