The guilt has passed but now I'm left with panic attacks whenever I log onto the computer. Seriously. I've been through so much worse than this yet this minor incident is giving me panic attacks. Perhaps I'm not making the progress mentally that I thought.
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Juliette
Bipolar NOS, GAD, ADHD
10 mg Abilify, 60 mg Prozac, 15 mg Adderall
The night city grows
Look at the horizon glow
Drinking in the lights
Following the neon signs
Looking at the milky skyline
The city is my church
It wraps me in blinding twilight...

Twizzler :3
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