There are days when I don't care about anything. I just sit in my room and tune out the world. I do this because I feel so overwhelmed by life and I just don't know how to deal with it so I just become lost doing nothing on the internet.

Today is a gorgeous day. I should be at the beach. I should have gone right after my interview and usually, I would. But I feel so sad and down with all the crappy things happening that I've just sat in my room all day watching shows online.

It's these moments, I feel alone even with a full house.