Good positive day, saw my tdoc & am going to further meditate & try to rescript some of nightmares I'm having to put myself in a position of control-should be interesting (I always think he's going to think I'm the craziest person ever when I tell him my dreams ). Feel like I'm in a really good space right now & am going to enjoy it. This stuff is so hard sometimes but I am stubborn & will continue to move forward.