Ugh, I just called to ask my father to lend me the money for sleeping pills. He will, but he had to lecture me. He's a "recovering" crack addict, and now he's anti-all medication, it seems. I don't understand his logic.

He tells me that "once I get a normal cycle back, I will be fine." I've been dealing with insomnia since January, if it was so easy to get a normal cycle, I would have done it by now. He doesn't grasp the concept that I can't go to bed at 10 pm, wake up at 8 am, have a full day, and repeat. I think it's a situation that he can't understand unless he was to experience it himself.