Dear T,
Today we talked about everything thats going well in my life. I did not talk about my trust issues, nor did I mention the time spenttwo days ago looking for blades, nor how I'm unsure of my ability to survive till these good things happen. I did not tell you of the four hours I spent on Monday writing my will. I'm sorry, because when you say "Is there anything else you'd like to talk about" my response is "No" when the answer is Yes.