Thanks AlwaysChanging2.
Thinking now about it my hand does something although I do not remember details.

TheFuzzieOne. - I appreciate the detail. Yes there are changes that aren't ones that wreck my neck. Subtle changes. I understand it more now. I don't have a phone that can take pictures let alone take a video. People have thought of me as possessed and that landed me a whole other place.

I guess something wasn't sitting right in my head about my outside voices. Whatever it was has slunk away..............