(((JaneC)))

Thank you for sharing this with us.

You have a lot of emotions that you are still processing and your therapist leaving does not help.

You said:

"My only option is to apply to the government through a compensation programme for people who have 'mental injury' due to sexual abuse or assault. I have to go through assessments with complete strangers for them to decide if I am bad enough to warrant them funding me........."

Yeah I have to really agree with you here - going through the assessment with complete strangers .... uncomfortable isn't even the word really.

"I will have to explain detailed accounts of stuff I haven't even spoken at any length to my therapist about."

This is challenging.

"I AM NOT FEELING GRATEFUL RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

You've earnt the right to say this, you really have.

I just want to acknowledge your post.

I am not here to diminish how you feel.

You've earnt the right through your experiences to express how you are feeling right now.

I am only here to listen.

And say I am sorry for the pain that you feel.