Right now, not feeling much. 2 times i was told i was cold by same person and same time person enjoy my company. Yeah, i have breen feeling detached and not much love. Kind of tired of trying to force myself to love. Dont feel like doing loving kindness meditation. Did feel some kind of love pouring from something inside me but days later, I feel like of lack of love. I wonder where all that love went? Where did it go? It is still inside of me so how come i cant feel. Would like to be with the man who is my love to cone already into my life. I would like to be with my doggie daughter too.