(((roses)))
I am glad that you were assessed by the mental health nurse today.
Yes, I understand that a definitive diagnosis can not be made until you see your psyciatrist in a months time; however; some strong opinions have been given to you which may be causing this and I don't think that they can be ignored.
Some challenges ahead for you whilst you wait for your pdoc:
- the suspected psychosis you may be suffering
- current depression
- thoughts of harming others
- wild mood swings
- lack of sleep
- flatness
- intrusive thoughts
But I think you've summed it up pretty well with your last phrase here:
"Keep myself safe".
With all due respect you may not be the best judge of this right now
If I'm in an extreme mood state it takes others to point out my behaviour or thoughts.
You are aware of some which may not be appropriate - thoughts of wanting to harm others is right up at the top of the list.
If you find yourself suddenly transitioning from the "thought" of wanting to harm others to suddenly thinking actively now you
must go out and harm others - all I can say is
SEEK MEDICAL INTERVENTION ASAP