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Old Mar 13, 2015, 03:27 PM
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Originally Posted by scatterbrained04 View Post
I'm glad it went ok. Therapy can be overwhelming.

I DID cry after my first appointment. My T retired. Never did seek out another one. Partially because of cost and partially because I didn't want to start all over with a new one.

It took courage to start it back up. Proud of you ((((velouria))))
Thank you.

It's definitely overwhelming to start all over again, adjust, get used to a new person, hope that you jibe with each other. And I'm not happy about the cost, either. But, everyone seems to agree it's necessary.

It's funny. Some don't want to take meds. I'm fine with taking meds, but I'm not fine with weekly therapy.

I dunno, maybe I'm afraid. I used to never be afraid of facing things about myself before, or even starting with new therapists. This time it feels totally different, and I don't know why.

Thank you again. (((Scatterbrained)))
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Cymbalta, 60mg -- for the depression.
Latuda, 40mg -- for the paranoia (delusional type).
Adderall, 40mg XR & 5 mg reg -- for the ADD.
Xanax, .5 mg as needed -- for the anxiety.
Topamax, 50mg -- still figuring this one out.

MDD, but possibly have some form of Bipolar Disorder. Then again, I could be paranoid . . .

Well, at least I still have my sense of humor.