I think what I hate the most about Bipolar is that when I'm in my manic episode, I feel like nothing is wrong. I get too ambitious, pile everything on top of each other, "hook-up" with people I've never would've done before, go on a shopping spree, ruin my relationships because it gets too intense, and then all the regret that comes with it. It sucks. I do these things and I try to control myself, but every time I'm manic, nothing can stop me.