Wondering if I should call my mother. She stormed out over the holidays, and has had no contact with me or my children. She is a very difficult person, perfectionist, controlling, spoiled a total narcissist. She is alone my dad remarried years ago, and she is still alone, no surprise. This has happened many times in my life, and being middle age now, im starting to get very tired of it. I have made no effort this time to contact her, at all. Usually i have to go back and beg, apologize..etc even if its not my fault.
Im actually feeling feelings of freedom, relief, and happiness. but guilt because she is alone. she is not sick, has means, and its fine on her own. thoughts?