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Originally Posted by darkpurplesecrets
Why try at all? Sometimes it feels it is no use. I often wonder if anyone had to walk a mile in my shoes, live through what I lived through and struggle with daily would they?
The words you didn't do this to yourself or cause what happened seem often contradictory. Maybe those words are true, but the only one trying so hard to fix this broken self is me. For I am the only one that can but how does one do that when life was broken from the start? The only one responsible for those within's actions is me, even though I don't know what often takes place, somewhere it is all me, known or not.
And I wonder if I am worthy of fixing, because I am too broken and too much for anyone to keep walking, caring, or even trying. And I am really sorry for that, because I don't mean to be or try to be. I am just broken, missing too many pieces; pieces that never seemed to even exist but pieces that should have been important.
I didn't ask to get broked......and I'm sorry.......... 
With all I have, I am really sorry........ |
DPS,
What if I say your not broken. What if I
DPS,
What if I said you're not broken. What if I told you you're just different. All your identities combine to make a whole person. You don't need to be fixed. None of us on this forum do. As another already said, we are survivors. Each one of us survived abuse that was most likely instigated by someone who was broken. Abusers are broken people. We are the ones who refuse to break no matter how bad it was/gets. Take pride in how far you've come. Its OK to be sad. I just finished crying like a baby. But I put that personality back where it belongs cause I need to be productive today.
Just do me a favor and try not to think of yourself as broken. We have a right to life even if we don't act perfectly normal to society standards.
I just said a little prayer that God would put a lil peace in your heart
Hope you feel better soon.