dear t,

it was a really good session today... unfortunately the shyt hit the fan as soon as i got home and i had a massive argument with my mother about the things we talked about... you did really help me today and you opened my eyes to a few things. i'm not feeling as god dammed awful as i felt when i saw you, but i'm still a bit shaky. i don't know why; it seems so easy for me to flick back and forth, black and white, right and wrong...